Saturday, March 1, 2008

I can't take it anymore!

Arrgh! I'm sick and tired of this. When I look into the mirror, I see a stranger. I don't know who I really am, I'm tired of everything. Why are people always conspiring against me? Why are they always staring at me?Calling me a fat girl, an idiot, I'm not! Stop criticizing me, my behaviour, my appearance, everything.
Why can't 'Elm' leave me alone just for one night? Just one night! Every night, I will feel the tingling sensation on my skin, the fingers caressing me and it will call out for me. "Evang... Evang..." I can't sleep at night at all, it's getting on my nerves. I know deep down inside that it is this illness that still has a grip on my soul, my life!

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